Little Bird Poetry

warm storm water dripping heavy slipping down leaves falling to clay causing little muddy puddles for spirits to play thunder rolls shifting through air being chased by white lightning silence falls as the world goes still only hearing the steady dance of heavy rain

slipping glimpses of sun light sinking slowly into the river cobalt indigo lilac mauve flashes of fading flames into a watery grave leaving us with still darkness tense emotion dripping off dew dampened leaves pooling around worn boots and well-loved sneakers sparks float aimlessly through the brush dancing dizzy falling stars longing to land dapple the leaves creating constellations connections between us shocking me shaking you how is it we took so long

the rumble of an engine restarts my heart its only 11pm but it's only just begun warm air fills my nose as I open the door to run to you throwing myself into a passenger seat that feels like mine a night ride through familiar streets of a town, I called home looking so quiet now with the world being asleep shadows catching the angles of a face I never noticed before a crooked laugh and careful feet old stairs and uneven floor you left the hall light on and the dog out trying hard to stifle a smile as we enter like ghosts unseen but probably heard looking up I see the hole looking back at me from where it sits in the wall and the faint smell of long-forgotten cigarettes and an empty whiskey bottle dashed with dried Georgia clay a foreign place feeling so much like home more so than where I rest at night soft worn sheets and tv on brings me back to when my house was actually a home how do you do that to me

Its the only one open all night little paved lots amidst urban sprawl buzzing street lights laid back seats soft summer playlists marching on through heat seeps into the cracks as time moves on putting fog on the windows concealing the smiles

Rattling gravel against worn red paint Dust flies up behind Sun slightly peaks behind aging pines It brings scents of early morning dew Mixed with pollen and sweet grasses Sleepy people yet to rise Living down this little dirt road I remember being here with you Sitting with the radio soft Laughing over a joke Of which I don't remember the punch line Only the curve of your lips And the way you looked at me I now drive alone Quietly through this sober occasion Smoke slipping between my lips Filling the hole in my chest The one shaped like you Burning into me like a brand It's ok I suppose To feel this bitter ache As painful as it was to leave you It would have hurt me more To stay

To my dearest love, My love for you outnumbers the stars in the sky when we're apart my body misses you aches for you to be near me each day sews us together and I could never tear us apart I love you more than I ever knew I could

About last night Please forgive me I was drinking My mind was fuzzy I type to tell you It's all a blur In hopes, you'll tell me the truth I guess as it seems I called my best friend Right after it happened to me You saw your chance And you took it A piece of me with it too I thought I could trust you I guess not How could you lie to me  And say its all ok Nothing works right  My thinking is mangled My minds a blur How could you If I hadn't called You would've never told me So full of lies Spilling from your crooked teeth Oozing venom Meant to subdue me You're a liar And you hurt me How Could  You I thought we were friends Why can't you get that  I love him You know that He was going to be my husband But you swooped in On a girl Unable to tell you no Because you could Do you feel like a man now Well do you Do you feel big now Thinking you've won At the cost of me losing Are you happy...