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Daddy Issues

  Dad, I guess I'll never really understand it the years of abuse I have endured from you hair pulling  nauseating  nail splitting  and screams fueled by your own narcissistic desires to destroy everyone else  so that you might build yourself up on our ruins why is it you'd call me the whore  when one of your blood was born by another woman why is it  you'd burn my belongings while liquor burned your throat why is it  you'd tear apart my heart when you never had one, to begin with you are what authors use to craft a monster cruelty without a cause seemed to please you more than your wife nothing was ever enough for you all those nights spent stumbling upstairs  outside sweating in the cold dirty cigarettes laying at your feet burying you in your own lusts you've ruined my ability to love as you never really loved me you were supposed to be the man to never break my heart as your daughter  I am ashamed to claim your blood not a man in thi...

Steel Horses

 Air winds through loose hair As road runs beneath Wind rushes into my nose  Breathing gets a little easier Rumbles of thunder Shake the ground beneath Men move like lightning Without lifting their feet Freedom is coursing Through my lungs  And my blood As men who ride steel horses Remind me what its like to feel alive