Transmogrify
Whispers of what once was float through my brain and behind my eyelids as I attempt to sleep Flicking through stations of long past conversations Words said and unsaid just out of my grasp Never linger long enough for me to reach out for What a horrific pain Like a cracked rib It digs into my side and aches through my chest to my heart I clutch it as if it's going to stop beating Everything is changing and I scream silently The big light really hurts my eyes these days Having to mourn you Having to remember you longer than I ever got to love you Having to look back at all the reflections of the versions of me you got that aren't coming back Is my daily living hell "I wanted to leave you better than I found you" Fuck you. I wish you never found me to begin with I wish I never loved you I wish I never poured into you like a white water river Overflowing with every feeling I had fought to desperately never feel Our meeting was a car wreck on a dark road in the middle of...