The Deep South, hot, humid and unforgiving, You can see it etched in the faces of those born here, In the face of the farmer, who worked beneath his father and the one before, In the face of the pastor, proclaiming his faith and preaching it out upon his weary congregation, In the face of the grocery store clerk, emptying buggies, greeting each person they meet, In the face of the hardened labor hand, working hard so the mother of his children at home doesn't have to, I see it in myself, In every mirror that hangs in these halls, The lines etched in the same places, Those of worry, those of fear, those of disparity, Those of laughter shared, smiles that never quite faded, This land is tough, so is this town, Each and every one that comes and goes, Yet, it feels so foreign to me. My hands are no longer calloused and rough, The skin on my back has softened, My skin glows white like the moon, Instead of reflecting a tan from the hot summer sun, I am from this red cl...
Existing in the split. The somewhere in between. The weight of cognitive thought is one even the beast should turn away. Eventually the burden will break the strongest of backs. Should one ponder the purpose of existence Or Simply fade into the noise? For which choice in curse is to be deemed more noble? The curse of Cain? Letting it swell forth, beckoning one to carry on, Foot over foot, Mile after mile, In search of meaning in a world without? Or, The curse of monotony? Moving forward not as an independent thinking life, But as another in the masses? Simply accepting fate as a non-introspective knot in the net of life? Shall I never cease in my wandering to seek purpose or force myself to be content in the sensation of emptiness?
I look back into the void and see a set of eyes looking back Reflecting parts of myself back I had long laid to rest As I no longer feel the need to hide Ineffable is not even close to the word that I feel accurately articulates the way I feel Not lightning Nor thunder Not flashing Nor light Just warmth. Like the first real ray of sun cresting the mountain after a long winter, Just subtle wind, winding change, snaking its way through the folds of my own inter-workings Quiet and calm A voice comes through Changing of waves that interlink in a way two long lost puzzle pieces connect You, the final piece of the mosaic, prized, that an artisan has searched high and low for I look forward, seeing myself reflected back in the figure of another How striking, how odd, to feel myself mirrored, How I may be able to speak and be understood, not simply listened to like a record on repeat, How is it possible I come across someone who so closely mirrors the walk I've tread, How have I not...
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