Alone

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I'm surrounded by people
Yet I'm just alone
No one to turn to
No one to speak to
I'm alone in a crowded room
On my own island of existence
I linger and sigh
As I look at the massive waves around me
I so desire to leave this place
To venture out
To find someone
I'm just so alone

In a room full of people

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